Monday, June 15, 2009

Sleep This Time, is only To Be With You, you and I have Seen The Rain, my Beautiful Disaster. I give you My Best.


Oh I feel so tired I cannot hardly keep open My eyes. My thoughts are scattered and I cannot say a word and I can't seem to remember anything I've learned. Well do you have some of those days When you can't be who you wanna be. When you just need to close your eyes. Pull the covers up so high and drift away and sleep so soundly and dream profoundly. Cast all your cares on the Only thing that you really need and sleep so soundly.


It's 4 a.m. and I'm wide awake. Waiting for my thoughts to fade. A flickering of all of my mistakes. And as the light starts creeping in, I slowly feel The day I'm missing. But I wouldn't even know where to begin. Do I push to hard? Or fall to fast? The moment never seems to last. Will I stop long enough to know. Everybody burns. And when it starts to hurt, I cry. I feel it in my veins. I just can't walk away, This time.



I've been alone so many nights now, And I've been waitin' for the stars to fall. I keep holdin' out for what I don't know.


I have seen the rain. I have felt the pain. I don't know where I'll be tomorrow. I don't know where I'm going. I don't even know where I've been. But i know I'd like to see them again. Spend my days just searching. Spend my nights in dreams. Stop looking over my shoulder baby I've stopped wonderin' what it means.


He drowns in his dreams. An exquisite extreme I know. He’s as damned as he seems. And more heaven than a heart could hold. And if I try to save him, My whole world could cave in. It just ain't right. It just ain't right. Oh and I don't know. I don't know what he's after. But he's so beautiful. Such a beautiful disaster. And if I could hold on. Through the tears and the laughter. Would it be beautiful? Or just a beautiful disaster. He's magic and myth. As strong as what I believe. A tragedy with More damage than a soul should see. And do I try to change him? So hard not to blame him.


We scream and shout and try to make it last. Though it didn't work out, I don't love you any less. My lover or friend, I wont ever tell. Our secrets safe. An unspoken citadel. And in these broken times, well, It's so easy to forget. So I sing to remind, Upon my shoulder you can rest. Cause I'll always give you my best. A sidewalk's path leads me to you. Though we don't look back, We hold on to a truth. And in these broken times I promise I will not forget. Though you're not mine, Upon your shoulder I can rest. Cause you always give me your best

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