Because I Know You.

Christ As My Savior, I Will Stand.

If ever there was a time to stand... It is now.
"La Vérité ... est tout ce qui importe en la fin"
"The Truth... is all that matters in the end"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbpGl_9rrcA

Keith Urban Anyone!? ...Uh... Can You Say HELL YA!

my personal favorite...? Guilty as charged...!

For the actual music video...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hIfPivZ9_g

Everything Can Change When You Least Expect It...

Okay, so... I know this is totally cheesy, but I love the lyrics of this song... and it totally fits how I am feeling right now. I. Am. happy. I know I just lost the best friend I've ever had, but I am happy. He and I reached the conclusion that things would be better for us apart right now. If that changes in the future then let it change... in the future. I'm not going to wait for it, and I'm not going to think about it. I am going to focus on the here and now, and guess what... I have so many wonderful blessing in my life. I have so many new and wonderful people in my present reality. I wouldn't have had the opportunity to meet them had my number one priority still been the happiness and security of that friend. I hate to say it like that, but I did in fact have my priorities a little skewed. I hate that things had to end this way for the both of us to re-arrange what needed to be re-arranged, but God has a funny way of making everything turn out alright in the end. There is a purpose to all of this, and I think he and I will both be happier people because of everything that is happening. We will be better people, so yes... My heart broke again, and so did his. We've seem to grow bigger, better, stronger from it everytime it has happened in the past, so I doubt that will have changed. I don't worry about him because he is a strong, determined person. I happen to be one too, so stop worrying about me, and help me focus on the future! Help us reach our goals by supporting us in this, and letting us be happy. I can't speak for him, but I know I haven't smiled this much in one day in a long time. I've had a month to accept things, and I did. We ended on a good note, don't spill my full glass! I am a happy person. I bounce back fairly quickly... obviously... Just listen to the lyrics. Laugh at me if you will... but give me that. I know good lyrics when I hear them. And you all have to agree with me... because you know I am right on this. Something is coming, I can feel it. It's going to be good. So, let it happen!

Goodbye For Now To The Orion Connection. Forever, For Always, and For Longer.

While the break may be clean, and complete right now I will forever hold out hope that maybe a pleasant acquaintanceship might be achieved in the future. Whether that be near or far, here on earth or in heaven. I will forever cherish what we had, and pray that maybe one day forgiveness rings true in your eyes. And when we run into one another we are able to wave, and send a whole hearted smile across the distance. I have no bitter feelings, thoughts, or wishes towards you, and I know in time you'll feel the same way. I want you to know you'll always have a special place in my heart, and that I love you Forever, For Always, and For Longer... As a true friend I've had in my life. Thank you for the memories, and the growth. I wish you well, and pray are happy with what life has to offer you. I know you'll make your dreams come true. I'll be waiting to read your success story in some autobiography written by someone who doesn't actually know a thing about you outside of print. :) Good Luck with everything, and Thank You... for everything!

For the actual music video...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZXHYItXWqE

Would Someone Please Tell Me Something I Don't Freaking Know!

I'm ready to scream...
I'm ready to confront you and tell you exactly what I think of you...
I'm ready to key your car, and ruin your entire reputation with one simple word...
I'm ready to erase you from my heart...
I'm ready to embrace my life, my potiential, and my possiblities...

...I've been holding back who I am, and I'm letting go...

Stop telling me no!

Stop telling me Impossible.

I. Say. Yes.

Karma Say What!?

One of the very last things Stanley said to me what that "Karma is a Bitch" and well... while I think this whole thing has more to do with him than anything else, I think Karma is playing with my playlist making skills... Every time I make a playlist I wind up laughing out loud at the irony of the songs, and the organization. Take the newest one for example...

Parade Of Happy Endings

I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker (With Flowers In My Hair) - Sandi Thom
Happy Endings - Mika
Other Side Of The World - KT Tunstall
Bones - The Killers
I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
You Had Me - Joss Stone
New Soul - Yael Naim
Big Girl (You Are Beautiful) - Mika
Never Again - Kelly Clarkson
Hometown Glory - Adele
Sunset Borderline - Sandi Thom
The Story - Brandi Carlile
Mercy - Duffy
Violet Hill - Coldplay
Supper Massive Black Hole - Muse
When I'm Gone - Simple Plan
Parades - Allred
Put Your Hands On Me - Joss Stone

Now with some of these songs there is a story, but I really don't care to broadcast that across the internet... so if you really want to know the story, text me, or email me! missjessmeredith@hotmail.com Peace and Love...